I voluntarily admitted myself here after a mental health crisis where I was hurting myself to cope with something. When I got there, one of the first questions they asked me was "were you incarcerated?" And I get the feeling it was because I was wearing hospital scrubs that happened to be orange at the time after I had just been in the ER waiting to find a place who would accept me. They gave me naltrexone saying it would help me with my self harm. If you don't know, naltrexone is for alcoholics and opioid addicts. Shortly after, during "group coloring therapy" I promptly broke down crying to see my girlfriend and wanting to go home. They let me call her, but interrupted the call to ask me questions related to my medical history. I called her back, only to be interrupted a second time for lunch. Speaking of which, the worst food I've had in a while, incredibly bland and barely edible. I get it, it's hospital food so I didn't expect much from it, but even by hospital food standards it was horrendous. We were only allowed to watch things on Disney+ and it had to be "family friendly". I received no individual care or therapy in any way, which is what I expected going into the facility and hoping to get and I made that clear to them from the start. I felt infantilized, disrespected, and almost violated. Very little outside time, sheered windows so we couldn't even see outside. I had someone listed as an emergency contact and they basically said "nuh uh her number isn't here" and stole my list of contacts and possibly threw it away. I felt unsafe the whole time, both from the staff and another patient. They drew an unnecessary amount of blood from me, and I heard an audible "oh no" from one of the nurses when she was taking my vitals. I'm halfway certain she missed my vein with the needle, cuz the blood wasn't going through the tube into the vial. They freaked me out so much my resting heart rate was 100 and my blood sugar/pressure was through the roof. It took a physical and mental toll on me. The only good thing about that place was the friends I made there, and I'm pretty sure they hated that place more than I did. One of said friends was supposed to be discharged the same day I was, but a girl from a different unit tried to fight him on his way out and they punished him by making him stay until the end of the week. Maybe longer, I have no clue. I told the psychiatrist what was going on and he basically said "why the hell are they keeping you here you seem fine and you clearly hate it here" and ordered an immediate discharge when I told him I wished to withdraw my consent to be there. Never send yourself or anyone you love here. If anything, it'll just traumatize you more than you were before you went in. They will keep you from your loved ones, basically hold you against your will, give you the wrong medications, give little to no protection from other patients who are aggressive, infantilize and belittle you, and treat you like a mentally ill toddler in daycare. This place has completely destroyed any faith I had in getting professional help.