I was honestly very conflicted on what rating to give, but I landed on 3 stars. I was at clementine West Linn for 2 1/2 months, and it was overall a very mixed experience. My first night there at dinner a girl was crying because she had to eat a big fear food of hers (which I totally understand and didn’t have a problem with) She ended up completing her meal, and asked the staff if she was good, and the staff member said she had too much sauce left on the plate. (There really wasn’t a lot, and she competed the actual dish) She ended up having a really hard night, she was screaming and crying and banging her head on things. This was very triggering for me as someone who had a history of trauma around yelling. I wasn’t mad at the girl at all, I totally understand where she was coming from, I just wish the staff would’ve handled it differently. While I was there many people self harmed and I hadn’t done it in a long time, but I guess being around it was hard for me and I relapsed while I was there. When someone self harms, the nurse will look at the cuts, and would put bandages on them. They would tell your therapist as well, but they didn’t really help to prevent me from wanting to do it. Clementine is good for eating disorders, which makes sense, considering it’s their specialty, but it’s very likely that if someone has an eating disorder, they’ll have another mental disorder. (anxiety, depression, ect.) and they are not good at all at handling these disorders. my depression was way worse there. In the middle of my stay I had a huge depressive episode, and I did not want to recover at all, I had no hope. During my stay, my roommate had left, and I was in the bedroom alone. There was an open space in the master bedroom (The master bedroom had four people instead of two) I asked if I could be moved in there, because I really wanted to, plus I didn’t want to be without a roommate. They didn’t listen to what I wanted at all, and instead moved someone else into the masters and I was alone for multiple nights. I explained that being alone would not be good for my mental health, and my parents tried advocating for me, however, nothing worked. I asked if I could at least have my door open, but they said no because it’s a safety hazard. My first night alone I had a panic attack and sobbed for over an hour, because of how anxious and worried it made me to be alone. There were many instances like this where the staff didn’t listen to what me and the other clients needed. The people who were mostly with us were the R.C’s (recovery coaches) and they understood what we needed, but they had to follow the orders of the higher up staff, which are the people who mostly weren’t listening. The staff were also always changing the rules, and the staff were never on the same page. I could tell that most of the staff genuinely did care though. Also many of my peers were sent home due to their insurance cutting them off which was very hard, because they would find out either the night before, or a couple hours before they had to leave. At night time, lights out was at 10 pm. You could go to bed a bit earlier, if you were done with meeting with the nurse, and you had gotten your bathroom time (which was only 15 minutes for two people). Plus if you wanted to get a call, if you were on the bottom of the list you would sometimes have to stay up till like 11pm just to talk to your family or friends. this was really frustrating because my family wasn’t even up that late. Plus, we had to wake up at 6 am, and this was not nearly enough sleep. I was so tired throughout my whole stay, which wasn’t good because I needed energy to function and focus on recovery. I think what really made this experience positive was my peers who were in treatment with me. I met so many good people, and made so many good friends. Everyone was extremely supportive and very positive towards each others recovery. I also had a very good relationship with most staff. I made some good memories with my friends during this hard time, and I will definitely rememberthat