My Experience at ViewPoint Center in Utah
It’s been three months since I left ViewPoint Center in Utah, and I’m still dealing with the emotional and physical trauma they caused. I don’t share this lightly but I need to speak out. If you're a parent thinking about sending your child here, *please listen to me first.*
ViewPoint claimed to be a place for healing. Instead, it became a nightmare I’ll never forget.
From the start, the environment was abusive. Staff put me in holds for no reason at all. I wasn’t violent or a danger they just used force as control. I was dragged across the floor on my back, leaving me bruised and sore. I still feel pain in my back three months later. I still carry the physical marks.
They took away our basic rights forks and knives were confiscated, as if we weren’t even human. One staff member, Dez, stood out as particularly cruel. She told me to my face that she didn’t care if I died, and that I was never going home. She hoped I’d be locked away until I was 30. She *enjoyed* hurting kids. Her long nails would dig into my skin during holds, and she’d laugh at my scars from a previous accident. When I left the facility, she actually threw a party to celebrate my absence. Dez also confiscated my bracelet that my aunt got me, my makeup pouches and an earring, never found. She is a sick person, she needs a program for herself, the stuff she shared with me, I can’t even. Then told me I won’t make anything of myself. We were there for a reason to get better and she wants to make us feel worse.
Other staff were just as unprofessional. One had a criminal background and was still working there. Some openly talked about why other patients were admitted completely violating privacy. One staff member even showed my home address to other kids after I received a package. That’s not just unprofessional it’s dangerous.
I remember asking for a snack once, and being told, “This isn’t your house.” When I was in the shower, Dez turned the water off on me. On my birthday, even though I had good behavior, my parents weren’t allowed to visit. They didn’t even know what was really going on behind the closed doors.
They had something called the "Time Out Room." If you so much as talked back, they’d drag you in there. Cooper and Dez once held my hands behind my back and twisted my wrists. It wasn’t restraint it was punishment. I thought my wrist was broken I kept telling them to stop and they wouldn’t. I wasn’t in danger it’s not like they had to, they are sick people and enjoy hurting children.
Staff threatened me constantly, saying I’d be in treatment forever. This was supposed to be a place for help, but it was built on fear and control.
There were a couple of staff members who treated me with kindness Mykahla, Chelsi, Tom and Brandon, I’ll always remember that. But they were the exception, not the rule. I also loved the nurses all of them were so nice to me, I wish they were the staff. Tom went out of his way for me and spend his time sewing my clothes if I had a hole, and adding a bunch of songs of my mp3 player.
Now I’m out, but the trauma stays with me. I have nightmares. I’m in therapy trying to recover from the fear, humiliation, and pain. ViewPoint didn’t help me they harmed me.
To any parent reading this: **do not send your child to ViewPoint.** I wouldn’t send my worst enemy there. This place breaks people. I survived, but I’ll be healing for a long time. I’m so grateful that I’m out of there and reunited with my family cherishing every single day. They called the bruises they made on patients viewpoint tattoos. I don’t think any kid deserves this amount of torture. Please parents don’t send your kids here!! Abuse after abuse!!!! Places like this need to be shut down!! Parents think there helping there kid sending them here. They don’t know actually goes on ABUSE physically and mentally. Dragging me and other patients like we were nothing. Some of the staff have kids. I hope they don’t abuse their own kids like they did to us. Shame on them!!